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2010年12月2日 星期四

Youth

Younth is not a time of life, it's a taste of mind; it is a temper of will of will, a quality of imagnation, a virgor of emotiom, a predomiance of courage over timedity, of the appetite for adventure over love of ease. Nody grows old by merely living a number of years; people grow old only deserting their ideals. Years wrinkle the skin , but to give up enthusiasm, wrinkle the soul, worry, doubt, self-distrust, fear, and despair these are the long, long years that bow the head and turn the growing spirit back to dust, whatever seventy or sixteen, there is every being heart the love of wonder. The sweet amazement at the stars and starlike things and thoughts, the undaunted challenge of events, the unfailing childlike appetite for what next, and the joy and the game of life; you are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt, as young as yourself-confidence, as old as your despair; so long as your heart receives messages of beauty, cheer, courage, grandeur and power from the earth; from man and from infinite, so long you are young when the wires are all down and all the central place of your heart is covered with snows of pessimism and the ice of cynicism, then you are grown old inneed and may God have mercy on your soul...........by Samuel Ullman 

2010年11月30日 星期二

Victor Borge and Marilyn Mulvey -Part 1-

Panic

Last night a friend of mine says she's stay single for two years and she's no rush to related anyone now. I'm happy for her since it's difficult to get out from a wrong relationship, and took time to over a person, guys are spoiled by their mom, give and take always play on and on in relationship, there's still mental healthy peoples could understand which one to stay with, about with self-fish people? wont much better than totally alone, she talk about hard experiences about her just remind me and make me like gonna throw out,  like pictures fresh by my eyes, it was just too painful to watching that all over again , some people didn't know they left a hole on other's heart which mean that they're self-fish peoples & it's good to know by earlier time , so we didn't have to risk our life to them , and waist life time of our own, take time to over a person you gave heart, but will take whole life to risk and be unhappy at wrong relationship if you're mature enough to vision what personality could possibly cost you in life. Lots woman don't get marry not because they don't want loving arms surround her, it's because some character you just can vision that will be suffering after. There's a deadline time about marriage of woman, i was so panic at 35, but after 2 years and see lots couples so unhappy stuck in marriage, well...... not that panic anymore...There's chance to find the one whom you can share life with,  not only chemistry , passions, personality....... Peoples mature enough to recognise the one you want wont get heartbreak after i guessed. My first sister call me from a mountain i familiar.. well...... she's very panic about changing position of company, she cried for lots day , because of panic, she asked me wake her up with most meant words as i could, that didn't work at last few days....i went there and talk to her, find the answers from inside of her, second child always try hard to get attentions from parents, and the first child in family seems got all tender attentions from naturely as her eyes,  cause i was so panic about why you all hurt me like that.. .. maybe it's all about how hard you want to get attentions from parents while you/re still a kid, and that seed just buried in your heart so deep that you didn't recognise them...Second child do have that kind of situations---trying so hard to get attentions from parents. i could only understood that from read books from Osho, that you/re so so cruel to me and i love you all, not many family can be this close and connect like our family since my father love his wife and do know how to take care every step of life....our family got complex because you and other sisters and brother got married.... we always say sorry if we do anything not proper...but when brother and sister in low involve? well like a race whom is more important...and pick side.....If that guy really love you wont do this to you right?? Loneliness is so scaring could take over head and mess after....should try don't let panic take over you. That afternoon between sisters just like healing each other pain deep inside, we both understood how complex of human being is. Now we could both free our mind . I'm your older sister so can bear you to be self-fish, you can't regret what you asked to that position of changing, i really don't know how did you do with your associates?? As you complain all that time...well they hate and you hate them too, now you just can't stand a lower position at same money...so power still important to you, then you have to know more power more stress, you can't want everything is perfect to you. There's no such things in the world besides that won't be perfect any way.